I re-ordered a lot of my grief books this morning and some new ones. The old ones have highlights and notes and turned down pages that have to do with other experiences and other losses and I want this to be just about Michael. I want to do my grief and rebuild my life and get from here to there.

The funny thing is that I know I CAN get from here to there, I know HOW to get from here to there, and I know I WILL get from here to there.

But right now HERE just hurts so much.

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